fall depressions

i´m fucked up.
live is shit.
i feel like shit, most of the time now...it´s early dark outside, it´s cold and windy, i have too much sparetime, we´re writing alot of tests in school now.
that are my problems so far. i don´t know if anyone cares, so i don´t.
BUT i´ve almost finished driving school, hopefully a pass the last test in 3 weeks...and i have time to read, i just buyed Pompeii by robert harris yesterday. that´s it i guess...
i´m sittin here, waitin that time pass by, i don´t know why, i just sit here an cry. i don´t even like to write right now. stop these lame jokes, it was just a hoax: i´m happy.
i wish i would.
a friend called me just a few seconds ago.
i hate him.
i hate you.
i think i´m pregnant.
RUDOLPH!