fall depressions

i´m fucked up.
live is shit.
i feel like shit, most of the time now...it´s early dark outside, it´s cold and windy, i have too much sparetime, we´re writing alot of tests in school now.
that are my problems so far. i don´t know if anyone cares, so i don´t.
BUT i´ve almost finished driving school, hopefully a pass the last test in 3 weeks...and i have time to read, i just buyed Pompeii by robert harris yesterday. that´s it i guess...
i´m sittin here, waitin that time pass by, i don´t know why, i just sit here an cry. i don´t even like to write right now. stop these lame jokes, it was just a hoax: i´m happy.
i wish i would.
a friend called me just a few seconds ago.
i hate him.
i hate you.
i think i´m pregnant.
RUDOLPH!

classtrip

so i´m back from austria now, and i´m back with a video:

gone

ok, it´s just for the next week, but i have no internet connecton!
we, means my school class, is going to a so called "studytour" to vienna today. i have a bit mixed feelings about it, i never was in vienna before, could be pretty cool. but we live 1000 km away from vienna, so we have to travel the whole way by bus. that´s not a problem, but the bus has a build-in speed limit of 100 km/h so the journey will take full 14-16 hours! we will start tonight at 10 pm and arrive in vienna hopefully tomorrow noon :(
i´ll take my handcam with me, so i can take some footage of it and post it on youtube maybe, let´s see what i can get...
cu

how to travel 21 km in 3 h 15 min

it was a nice afternoon yesterday, i was with some of my friends a bit outside of rostock. we played some soccer, eventhough it was very windy. then we gone watch the match germany against wales for qualification for the european championship. germany won 2-0, the match was not bad at all and we were quite happy.
thomas, who live there, told us (means fabi, basti, and me) that the last train to rostock would go in 10 min, so we decided to run the way to the trainstation. when we arrived there, we discovered that the last rain went an hour earlier and it went in the wrong direction, the last train for us went almost one hour and 20 minutes ago...it was about 10.40 pm then, no train would come for the next six hours, 10 km outside of rostock in the middle of nowhere. so we decided to hitchhike, or we tryed to.
so we had to walk the entire way, almost no cars came along and if they just kept on driving. it was dark, cold and frickin windy, we were exhausted from playing soccer all afternoon; we just wanted to die...
after 5 km we reached the first signs of civilization, a gas station. we asked if they could call us a taxi, but they couldn´t no one picked up the phone.
so we kept on walking...
after 2 km we reached burger king, it was quite funny, so this is what happened:
we all were almost freezed, when basti buyed a green squeeze (dunnothe excact name, you know what i mean), he argued "if i´m cold inside, it´s less cold for me outside", yeah, one talk alot of shit freezing at 11pm...than we asked some ppl on the parklot, if they could take us to rostock, obvious they said no....ok, would you take three strangers with you, one with shaved head, and two with their hoods pulled down so we looked like cult ppl...fabi has a shaved head, not me.
so we kept on walking...
after 10 km we reached a bus stop, we had to wait 10 min til 11.51pm, but that was our smallest problem. fabi had no money for the bus, but the driver let him in, don´t ask me why^^ would you tell a skinhead in yery good shape that he had to walk?
so we arrived rostock mainstation at 12.05am today, fabi went the last 2km to his home, basti and i took the train heading to warnemünde; or we want to, but unfortunately the next train went at 1.13am so we had to wait over one hour...
we decided to stay in the station, it was comparetavely warm and not not windy inside. and i arrived home at 1.45am today, and now i´m writing this blog after 6 hours of sleep and with several leg injuries, from playing soccer as well as from walking 10km...
the next time we have to look the trainschedules up ourselves.
cu

rush hour 3

w00t w00t, this film is hilarious! i watched it yesterday with some of my friends and ti really cracked us up...but, ok it´s not a "you have to watch this movie" movie, but it´s ok. if you liked the first two movies you will like this one too. and as we all know, the best thing are the outtakes :D
yeah, what else can i say?...oh, i´ve finished reading "imperium", after three weeks :P now i´m trying to get another of his books, but i found none in the lokal bookshops, so i´m trying to search amazon next...hopefully i can get fatherland or enigma, let´s see.
cu

imperium

first of all: no, i don´t plan my way to world domination, or not jet in this blog entry...
this blog is about a book called imperium written by robert harris that i´m reading. it´s my first book in english, ok we had readed one in school, but it´s the first english book that i buyed and own and read just because i want and not because i have to (what i not did).
it´s my first book from robert harris also and i just finished the second chapter of eighteen (hey, that´s my age :P), but i totally love his style.
the story is about the roman lawyer cicero (intelectual ppl may recognize him ;)) told from the angle of his secretary slave tirus looking back at his life-end. it´s a political thriller, half fiction (like tirus) but based on historical events like the spartacus-slave-fight thing.
it´s fascinating and absolut worth reading it. you should give him a try.
btw i love the cover i have, i´ve seen alot others covers searching for a picture of it; i love the way the golden eagle with the blizzards in his claws is designed, beautyful...
cu

renetto revealed

my newest video where i reveal renetto my way, for those of us who are using youtube ;) it´s a video response to the vid "the naked truth about my dad renetto" made by his son chase...watch it..enjoy it...tell it your friends
cu

a scanner darkly

that´s a quick trailer for "a scanner darkly", a genius film feat. keanu reeves.
i saw it just a few minutes ago and almost the only thing i can say is:"watch this movie!" it´s so frickin epic, not only in the way it´s filmed, i love this style, rotoscoped animation it´s called; but the story is so huge and deep, the first minutes after ending i was like O_O whoa wow...
that´s it for now, go watch this movie!
cu

working day

today i´ve worked with my father in our tiny enterprise, we sell caravans and stuff.
in the evening i had another theoretical driving lesson.
dunno what to write, maybe i add some things tomorrow.
cu

sorry

sorry, an experiment gone bad :P

GOAL!!!

yeah, as you can guess we watched goal yesterday. i like the film very much, i think the others do so too :) we had a lot of fun...
one of my friends, hannes (in the picture), has now a blog himself: http://hannespreis.blogspot.com
but it´s in german, so if you can read german or want to learn it, give him a try ;)
cu

soccer

i´m very exhausted because i´ve played soccer with some of my friends and people we met on the soccerfield almost 2 hours in the burning sun. it was really fun and i´ve saved alot of shots on the goal, so you can guess that i´m playing as goalkeeper, but i´m also good as defender only my shots on goal are not often on goal ;)
tomorrow we do a film afternoon, i have my second driving lesson in the evening so we decided to watch the film(s) in the afternoon. we´re not sure what to watch, i would like to see goal. it´s a great film....that simply, it´s about soccer man!
cu

final + first aid

first of all: w00t w00t! nadal has pwned wawrinka like a n00b! rafa won the mercedes cup in stuttgard on clay the second time after 2005 in an awsome match. it was very tight and full of suspension seeing him win 6-4 7-5, especially the second set was great, when rafa won 4 or 5 games in a row, really impressive!
second thing is that i´ve made my first aid lessons what i need for the driving license.
today it rained all the time, depressing weather....i hope tomorrow will be better, so i can go playing soccer again.
cu

bbq

i had a good day today :)
i was at a friend, we played some tabletennis, had a big bbq with loads of meat and stuff, it was really cool.
first we watched the nadal vs lopez match (tennis) then, in the evening, the quarterfinals of the national soccer league-trophy between bayern munich beating werder bremen 4-1, a very great first half no doubt, but sad to see bremen loose and a boring second half. i like both nadal and werder bremen, so the victory of nadal equals the hole thing i guess.
but yeah, i have to get up tomorrow at 6.30 am and i need my 8 hours of sleep :P so i better go to bed now, cu

hell yeah!

yeah, i´ve finished my first theoretical lesson to get my driving license :)first i was pretty excited, but it went well and i´ve learned nothing new :P so it´s like school, sit your time, a bit talking, answering some questions and that´s it...
the rest of the day? nothing; oh, i get the addon for civilization 4, it´s called warlords and sounds intresting, but i didn´t found time to play so far.
i´m listening to an album of seeed right now, if you know them ;)
next days will be more intresting i hope, except tomorrow; i have to cut grass in our garden.... but saturday the new gamestar will be delivered, a pc games magazin; that´s cool :)
cu

that´s it!

so, that´s it!
i have a blog :)
ok, i just started it, because i saw the feature on youtube, where i have an account
with the same username: crankkaosman. and i have way too much spare time ;)
here in germany we have summer break right now, 6 weeks of endless senseless,
so i decided to write a blog from time to time :P
let´s see what happens...